Tuesday, October 6, 2009

homesick?

I've recently gotten a serious case of being homesick, for possibly the first time in my life and definitely the first time in my college career. I think it's a combination of factors, but nonetheless depressing.

Let's do a brief recap.

The weather is shitty here, and beautiful in CA
Two of my best friends from high school are pregnant and I want to be with them now.
I really don't want to do work right now, especially for my capstone.
I'm an attached sort of person and right now I'm building friendships to replace ones that have been forced to be in the background because of location and things and I just want some serious hugs, that's what I need, serious hugs from Jennifer or anyone and to put my head on someone's lap and have them play with my hair.

I want time back, I want to be better at keeping up with people so when it got to this point I wouldn't feel like this.

Spanish music strangely makes me feel better.

1 comment:

  1. i will give you a hug when i see you! and play with your hair, too, if there's time.

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